Former Yorkshire cricketer Azeem Rafiq says it's a 'horrible' feeling knowing he has missed out on a career in professional cricket because of the racist treatment he received at Yorkshire Cricket Club.
He said that he hoped it had all happened for a reason - and that change would now happen.
He described the impact on his family and his wife - and how he hoped that he would now be able to give her the life she deserved.
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